Final Matrix Project

If I were to write you ten thousand pages of pain
I'd tell you about how I live life following orders.
It's like I can't do anything but sit and watch.
While other people make decisions for me, I just let time pass by.
I'm thinking maybe it's time to be the real me
Because living life like this, I'm sick of it.
I've made too many sacrifices and my pride is being stepped on.
How much longer will I have to go on like this?
When is it the right time for me to do what I want?
I try my best to fit in so I'll have friends.
Maybe that's why I'm here.
Maybe it's fitting in that I should give up on.