Final Matrix Project

If I were to write you ten thousand pages of pain
I'd tell you about how I live life following orders.
It's like I can't do anything but sit and watch.
While other people make decisions for me, I just let time pass by.
I'm thinking maybe it's time to be the real me
Because living life like this, I'm sick of it.
I've made too many sacrifices and my pride is being stepped on.
How much longer will I have to go on like this?
When is it the right time for me to do what I want?
I try my best to fit in so I'll have friends.
Maybe that's why I'm here.
Maybe it's fitting in that I should give up on.

Apology Poem

Remember when we were walking up the stairs?
It all happened...I think it was last year?!
And you were wearing that pink and blue polka dot boxer?

I'm sorry I pulled down your pants.
I thought it would be funny.
Didn't thought that you would really get mad.
But honestly, it was hilarious!

Response: (Immanuella)
I forgive you but am still very mad.
Just be ready because I'm coming for you,
that's if you think it's still hilarious.

Matrix Project Version 2

If I were to write you ten thousand pages of pain,
I'll tell you about how I live my life being pinned down by chains.
It's like I can't do nothing but sit and watch,
while people make decisions for me and I'll just watch the clock.
I'm thinking maybe it's time to be the real me.
Living my life like this, I can't let it be.
Too many sacrafices I've made, my pride is being stepped on.
If my life is to continue this way then how much longer can I play along?
When is the right time for me to stand up for my beliefs and actions?
Maybe fitting in is a distracton,
it is keeping me from doing what I think is right
But I will not give up, I will try and fight.